Anxiety

“Remind Myself Who I am”

A few years ago and still do, I struggled with : pain attack, anxiety, depression. Many suicide has crossed my mind, many hope I have lost. I’m mostly in the dark fighting for the battle of demons.

My anxiety has been so bad lately but it’s a blessing in disguise. Its a daily battle but one I know I win every time, it pushes me to be better, to get out of my comfort zone and just remind myself who I am.

“I know it’s gonna take a long time to make this my main lifestyle, but damn I’m proud.”

I've learned that for me it isn't about how much stuff I have, how much I accomplish or the flashiness in my life. Life is about being the best person I can be to myself and others. Be proud of who you are, my friend.

Obviously defeating anxiety and depression when it’s hereditary is a long-term battle but I cannot express how good I feel after just one month.

I’ve struggled with this battle both Mental Health and Axiety issues as well as depression that likes to control my actions. I’ve spent a long time hiding away sleeping due to my condition or that I was scared of other people.

I still struggle with a battle of loneliness that I created myself because of my anxiety scared that everyone would judge me when I know that’s not the case.

It may be slow but step by step I’ve started to love parts about myself from the smallest to the biggest. I treat myself like my own best friend because I need care as much as everyone else. My health problem are still there but I take it day by day as I can’t predict the future.

We are all unique, we shouldn’t want to be someone else we should want to be us. Thank you Tsarevich Wynné for aspiring me to see myself in a positive way and one bad day doesn’t mean it will be forever. I love myself I hope you love yourself too I purple you all.

“To love yourself you’ve got to accept your uniqueness and your insecurities, work with yourself to see life in a better way.”

You’re not alone, don’t give up, I’m still here and so should you.